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To others, it may seem subtle.
To some, it may be deemed as epiphany.
Every innocuous details about you suddenly seem full of meaning and malice.
That cold hard stare brings me to a halt
as I race through my million thoughts
Every detail I ever hope for, wish for
is right at my door.
But I know. I got to play this right.
My last chance. My last dance.
There are these poems growing inside of me
poems of sadness and rage
If i ever attempted to write them all down
they would burn right through the page
But i know this will be the last one
And the next one will be a long story.
But starts with a different morning
Honestly, I really don’t expect a lot.
I don’t need someone to be at my calling everyday every time.
I don’t need someone to be be lavish and all about luxury.
I don’t need someone that has to tell me where’s her whereabouts and whatnot.
All I ever ever wish for is a simple relationship filled with love. And when I say love, I’m all about it.
I want to hug her.
I want to surprise her.
I want to bring her breakfast in bed.
I want to hold her waist and dance to our favourite swing song.
I want to pamper her after a long hard day at work.
I want to bring her a cup of lemon ginger tea in bed when she’s sick.
I want to ease her bruise if she twisted her ankle, not too hard, but gently.
I want to tell her some silly joke to take her mind off her work and problems.
I want to show her how much I love her in any ways that I can.
I like challenges, but not empty chores.
I’ve been through the hardest challenges to court a girl that leaves me a hollow empty shell.
I can do everything within my efforts for someone who is willing to spend the life together.
But just assure me, that the end, it will be worth it.
Because all I wish is that, all I’ve done, is just for us.
Not for show.
But because a simple ‘I want to spend the rest of my life with you’.
I hardly told anyone all these because I was embarrassed.
I thought these are just dreams, empty thoughts, a fair tale you tell yourself that you will find that perfect girl.
And how I wish that after my two years of serving the nation,
I can really proudly say that, you know what, I’ve found her.
And man, I’m going to love her so much.
And when our kids ask, all we can begin with is
“Kids, you have no idea how our love story starts”
[ Instinct ]
Perhaps at some point of your live you have met someone who has the exact interests as you.
Well, for me, it’s a first and it’s pretty exhilarating.
But, I had to hide it. Can’t let her know the weird disco side of me yet.
She was the kind of girl that brings intelligence with her speech
even though sometimes she say things that makes you wanna strangle her
She’s like the perfect girl next door,
except that you want to give her a hug and protect her whenever she passes by
And I’ve always thought my interests had died
in this fast-paced, internet abusive sensational modern era
But when I realised what I loved was in her,
you have no idea how difficult it was to contain my excitement.
And it’s those little things she has that kept my attention on her that whole day.
7) One thing that struck me most about her is her eyes. I tend to look people in the eyes a lot, because it shows more feeling than facial expressions… yea, i’m one of those… and her eyes are really really…..beautiful.. i think.. more of her stares actually…just captivating
And if I were to change any of my life to get to know her sooner, it’d be a fast decision.
Is it okay to change your name for her?
Is it okay to not like the colour blue for her?
Is it okay to not listen to rock songs anymore for her?
Guys, I swear, you know when we talk about our idea woman but whoever comes by
tends to be a little different?
Well, I don’t. She’s really that particular character that I hoped for,
that particular personality that I want to linger with.
But I couldn’t. Not the right time i guess.
But wow, if this ever works out, it’d definitely be like